Sunday, 20 September 2026

2026 Week 38

The dissertation is in! I am free! 

It has been an interesting couple of days reflecting on it, because the worry about getting it done has been a fixture for a year but I sort of forgot that the rest of the course was around for a whole year before that, so it has been two years of thinking, in most free moments, that I could be doing some reading or writing. I had my good weight loss episode right at the start of the course but haven't managed to lose any more and now I am wondering (hoping) if it was the distraction that has prevented it. I also noticed that, even though Thursday was a tired day as I'd been up very late finishing, I was straight away able to bring more to my job than I had been since the start of term. The brain is such an interesting thing. I definitely wanted to do the Masters, but I'm not sure I really considered how much work it would be. 

Anyway, it's done now. I submitted around 1am on Thursday morning, shortly after my computer fully crashed as I tried to save it as a pdf for the 4th time (kept spotting mistakes) and wiped at least a month off my lifespan. Naturally all I can think now was about the bits I wish I hadn't put in, or said, but at the least it should pass so I should try to worry a bit less. 

I've spent the weekend lazing, mainly: a 2 hour afternoon nap on Saturday (cannot remember the last time I allowed myself to do this), a lunch and a book talk from Robert Harris with Rachael on Sunday. Many re-marks, obvs, but the deadline for those is Thursday so the end is in sight for that, too. 

I continue to read my library book, At First Light. I've almost caught up on Vigil. I went to the sauna for an impromptu Thursday session and they have a new sauna installed, very lovely. I made it to hot yoga on Saturday morning, and then knitting, where I cast on a new project. The Return of the Life. 

Tuesday, 15 September 2026

Tuesday Ten

Ten things I will do when this dissertation is handed in (roughly 36 hours to go)

1. Catch up on Vigil.

2. Lie in bed reading a novel I borrowed from the library in June.

3. Shop for orange sport weight yarn for a jumper I will probably never get round to knitting.

4. Wash the living room floor.

5. Apply for my alumna Bodleian library card.

6. List my expensive book on coding for resale on Amazon. Probably the one on systematic reviews as well. Spend the money on cakes. 

7. Book a spa night away with Mr Z. 

8. More blogging. 

9. Sort and donate the charity shop pile....now more whole-room than pile.

10. Go back to the gym. Whoever thought I'd be a person who missed the gym. 

One thing I hope not to do

1. Fixate on how much better it might have been if I'd spent more time on it.